Am I such an annoying person???? Probably.......

It is so obvious that the inpatient within a certain friend of mine towards me when talking or even when messaging me. Realizing of such inpatient within the friend, i really think that i shall restrain myself from talking or messaging to that friend. I wouldn't be knowing the real reason or the cause of such inpatient as for sure i wouldn't be asking, this will cause more inpatient or unhappiness towards the friend, probably annoyed. However my self conscious is not insensitive as such. Somehow probably my own attitude and personality causes that, hence i wouldn't be blaming anyone or the friend for such, I only have myself to blame, thus i shall restrain from talking and messaging in order to prevent me from annoying anyone further from today onward especially the certain friend. I'm really not good in human to human whatever kind of relationship, hence please don't compare me to others (your friends, previous partner etc........), i'm just me. Good or worse there is only one of the kind of me. So sorry if i really annoyed you....... :(