Are we gonna survive??

Looking at recent news, seems like Malaysian federal government are so busy doing lots of thing, While other countries r trying to struggle to survive for the economic downturn, our Malaysian government lead by the UMNO were busy sabotajing the opposition MB, cases by cases, one by one since they lost greatly in the 308 political tsunami. Bringing up all those irrelavant issues such as ISA for irreasonable reason, buying junk fr Pakatan Rakyat (The Perak Froggies), sabotajing the opposition........ None seems to contribute to nation building and make the nation strong except for them to keep cliging in powers in whatever low class tactics..... Is really sad to hear, to see and to read all these junk in the news everyday..... and somehow they still think that they r somewhat very intelligent and superior of what they r doing, WTF??!!
Since the government are so busy rather than driving the country through the economic storm, instead only concentrate on grabbing junk fr Pakatan Rakyat and creating more and more chaos, i was wondering, can we the Malaysian really survive this time? or r we gonna fark up big this time? Even US the nation with biggest and strongest economy is also on the worrying mood to overcome this crisis, what do we Malaysian hav other than sabotajing the political opposition?? It really makes me worry..................

Celebrating Valentine's day with cute oink oink game

Been looking for a cute game on the net for quite sometime, finally found it today, is a very cute game with nice and comfortable music, importantly its graphic is cute piggy, u just need to stack those cute little pink oinkies one by one to reach for a cupcake to collect it, the more the better.... should try it out at http://ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/pig.htm

A healing note

Was thinking to write a list of things that r gonna make me feel better however when one good point is written, immediately a bad and negative though pop up to replace it... shit!!
Is it that my world is so grey and dark?? I can never get to think positively, WHY??!!
Acceptance is the first step to heal, hav to free my mind, is too crumpy inside..... ok a rest for today

A depress note

I screwed my day, Am i superstitious?? mayb sometimes, or should i say, most of the time since the first day of this year CNY. Not a really prosperous year a head if i to believe the chinese horoscope, it should b a bumpy year ahead waiting, what a shit!!! and i really started to feel it, is it psycological problem?? hope so.
Feel very very tired everyday as like don't want to do a thing, is this too a depression symptom? it has been for several months, all the bad news arriving one by one...... confident? nah, totally lack of, chances of career furthering?? sigh...status unknown; relationship, not so good. i started to wonder what am i capable of?? to destroy relationship particularly?? Coz i was kind of like very good in doing it, far fr friends, neighbours and close to family members, i started to feel like mayb i should b living alone in a deserted island, that will the best. No need to care for others feeling as i always by mean or not by mean hurt someone..... is very tiring as to always hav to becareful to look out not to hurt others which is opposite that i always good at it... Should i start with a new environment?? is gonna b another run away, even if i did run away fr the current situation and start a new one, i'll still screw things up in no time.
Is this the bottom limit of my fuck up life? I'm not sure, further to drop? hope no, desperately hope no. I'm so easy to b affected by others particularly my emotion. I'm clear that nothing is perfect however when things went wrong, i'll still feel so depress even i feel that i'v already prepare for the coming psycologically and well aware of the consequences, my emotion still affected deeply. How am i to drag myself to a high state of strong mentalily? i know i'm not a strong minded person, i desperately wanted to become one but how?? no idea.. keep anaylysing myself everyday? after so many years still the same, no improvement at all.. nadah
Seems like things i do usually wrong n without common sense, i'm sort of a werdous i guess....
I really need to get out fr this bottom stage of my life asap, i don't want things to get worse as compare to now, enough is enough.

Froggies help the devil robbed our silver....

Has been 2 days since they robbed the silver state, don't feel like want to comment, what can we all do? Is very sad and heart aching. But day by days, can't hold it anymore, they r really too much.... try not to surf for news, try not to read or hear fr the TV but still, i felt that i love this country and there r still some conscience in me keep telling me that is the country i was obrned since the very first day i become a human being in this very life, how can i give up on showing care to her??? Everyone is frustrated with the incident particularly today, again the notorious FRU, WTH? bullying the small, old and women as well?? Do they really need to b treated with tear gas like a terrorist? What the hell is happening in Malaysia? all the hypocrites.

I think the most frustrated is, why the hell that the DYMM had this kind of decision? I was so dissappointed but not hard to understand. Dissolving the DUN or not actually bring no effect to His Royal Highness, he is still in power over the silver state, high above in his trone, PR or BN, doesn't matter.....DYMM of silver state was one of those ruler that i respected, most reasonable, rational and reputed royal among all the royal families in Malaysia but after this incident....... hmmmmm....

Who to blame?? our elder generation that grant them the previous 51 years for the wing to grow strong till this day? or the 4 frogs that sold out their soul to the devil?? Mayb.... but for sure i'll remember their faces. Curse them?? I think many already been doing so since the very first day. The most disgraceful is the ex-DAP lady, can't believe an OKU after been through all those experiences in life still turned out to b a traitor to the Chinese race and sold herself to the devil. Hee Yit Foong, haven't u hav enough of those bad karma fr ur previous life?

Ok too much, one phrase end it all, WE"LL WAIT TILL THE NEXT GE, we can do it on 308, surely we can do better to clean Malaysia off.....